Hey,

Are you doing okay? I’d appreciate some kind of response after our last correspondences. I care so much about you, and maybe I’m overthinking and this message will come out all wrong or cause more harm, but I’m worried.

Since I haven’t heard from you, I’m not expecting to see you this week and honestly my emotions and anxiety aren’t handling waiting to hear back from you. I don’t want to force anything nor cross any boundaries, but it’s messing me up because of how I care for you and I’m not going to pretend that it isn’t.

This is an open door, know you can reach out when your ready and willing. I’m sorry I had to close it for a bit. I wasn’t okay. So, if you don’t want to see me now or for the foreseeable future, I understand. You don’t have to tell me why, but I’d just like to know it’s not possible so I know how to move forward. Please don’t think about the gift, that wasn’t my motivation to see you. Believe me when I say, I’m here. Like I still have nothing but big love for you, and that’s not going to change.